Just throwing some fucking lame reasons just to pacify me! What is this, for god sake I am already 18, not some dumb 3 year old who can't even take care of myself. Can't you tell me the real reasons why? None of your so called reasons make sense to me, because they can easily be countered.
No money? I've a job
No time? I'm having holidays now
Not safe? You know who I am going with
Not like you've never been there? So now what, if I've gone to Malaysia once I should never step foot in there again? What logic is this!
At least fucking look at me and have a serious conversation with me like how adults do for fuck sake. Don't expect me to buy your excuses and reasons again this time just like that. The last time you used 'being jobless' to say I should not go Taiwan. K fair enough and I totally understand, so I didn't go. Now I got a job, and a job that I love and plan to be committed too. True that the pay is like shit but it is still money.
I am now spending lesser than compared to when I was studying. Seriously??? No money? I said I was going to use MY money to go. All you have to do is nod your dam head or have a real adult talk with me and reason with me. I am not going to back down easily this time.
Sorry I really cannot understand you. And fucking pay attention to me when I talk to you. Before you lose the respect I have for you.
Fuck man. I can never stay angry for long and I think I am a really good kid who doesn't disobey authority. FML FTS. But I really don't wanna go down this time just like that, it doesn't feel right. Fuck trust and respect. It's time I really follow my heart and for you to finally realise that I AM A ADULT. I can fucking make decisions that I WONT regret.
I must maintain my stand this time.
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