Yawnzz. Not enough sleep and really tired, physically. Stood all day and helped out at expo today, quite crowded but it was fun, at that point of time.
Back at CHP, everything was full of tension, sigh. Work today wasn't all good, even worse is that I'm not gonna be working till Friday, how now brown cow:( feeling so !!!!! And idk why.
Training on mon tues and sat, effing far, bloody bukit merah. Singapore should be smaller than a small dot, sigh angsty much today.. Really quite a bit of crap at work. Things weren't suppose to become this way. Don't see any light in this situation, feels like its my fault._. Fml. Fts. Having evil selfish and bitchy thoughts now..
Someone should dig a hole, fill it with ice water and soak me in it till I'm numb and Cold. So cold that I'm unable to have any feelings and care about the world...
Forever.
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