love is bad.

so hooked on that song. its like perfection.

going shopping tomorrow but i got a feeling it may end up with world war 3. Prom's on thursday and honestly not feeling excited or anything, in fact dreading it. Just gonna grab a simple dress from my cupboard and some heels and I need a clutch, yes, need to get it tomorrow. make a mental note for it.

okay superrr excited for my korea trip though;) good food and cold weather! and pretty scenery! Come to think of it, 1 year ago at this time I was freezing in India barely holding on. Scrambling up the steep hills in total darkness, setting up tents and eating in harsh cold windy terrains, but it was all worth it. Wouldn't trade anything for those memories. And the letter, need my letter really.. to remind myself of what I've been through.

I'm getting bored of the holidays already, idk what to do. Should I retake SAT? but i feel so lazy. and the driving center is so freaking far away, how am i going to register and get my lazy ass off the couch:( ah seriously shermaine! you're such a failure in life.. sigh

love is a sickness. Can i get a witness?

issues.

Are you fucking kidding me?

You think you could take people as fools, walk all over them and then walk out on them when you no longer need them? treating people as objects, things. thats so superficial. And even expecting everyone to buy all the stories you tell, can't you even tell that every single lie you spit out is lacking substance. why do you even try?

I'm not being mean here but really, I would gladly put a bullet right through so many people's head each time they make a fool out of me but no, law forbids. resisting the urge to grab the hardest object near me and whack it on people who annoy me. yes I think I have issues too.

I think I need an endorphin and something dope.

Someone should invent something that could let you forget all your problems and worries and burdens as and when you want to... no wait, I think God have already given us something like that - sleep.

Escapism.

But I still need to find something else to do.. something that would get me hooked and beneficial.

You just haven't met me yet.