Life sucks, its even worse when those closest to you are the ones who hurt you.

What, You were saying?

Oh I almost forgot, you asked not because you cared, you merely asked because you are obliged to. Seriously? Why not just not talk to me & leave me alone? Its better than me giving you a redundant answer and you answering with 'Okay'. I've had enough.

No, its not that I asked something in return and you can't blame me saying I'm unreasonable because you are the one. It's so plain obviously simple. Jealousy? I guess not, its more of like feeling neglected by? I should have gotten used to it a long time ago, I knew it right from the start. I don't really care about your play of favourtism anymore. I've had enough.

Fuck your excuses and Fuck you for now understanding me. Stop blaming me for going home late and stop blaming me when you spring fuckedup surprises on me. You call this a proper home? I don't think so. If this is what a family and home should be, then by all means leave me out, I couldn't care less.

Because, it's not recently that I had these feelings, its been years now.

And honestly, stop acting like you care. Its only a mere obligingness. So enough.

Just leave me alone, period.