I can't take it anymore,

How big is your heart?

At any one point in time, how many people could you have in your heart?

It's a horrible feeling.

Like your heart is so big and so many people could occupy it at the same time,

and yet sometimes, its so small that even the most important people to you annoys you.

I hate feeling like this, all.the.freaking.time.

I'm so tired of it, its like I have so many things to look after and then I'll become annoying and annoyed

I've got so much to say but I can't really put them into words right now, I feel so scared, so very very scared.

I'm so scared to trust, so scared to place my heart.

I really don't want to, trust and fall apart because of my own illusions.

I hate not being able to trust my own gut feeling, it feels really :/

I don't dare to admit it, even though deep down I know it's true.

I'm sorry but I really don't dare to do anything, I can't

Because when it comes to affairs of the heart, I am never so strong and sure anymore

It may all just be wishful thinking...

After having htht with some floorballers today, I realise how harsh reality could get. Lovers cannot last, or are hard to and it feels sad. When you see your friends breaking up, although it might not be that bad but...

Fear of responsibility? Is it true that it won't last?

Because we are young, they always say. I wonder if s&r could prove me wrong, really hope they do:)

Love, is a funny thing.

No longer as strong, no longer as sure, no longer as firm

Goodbye,