IWG

IWG training for the past 2 days and it was goodgoodgood!! Made new friends, which was quite surprising because I really didn't expect it. Thankfully though, it's nice to make fellow CBTL friends. Especially when there are so many outlets in Singapore, hohoho, maybe next time I'll know someone from like every district in Singapore, okay a bit insane, keeding~~

Learnt alot of stuff and had role playing, its fun! I realise I do quite enjoy being hospitable and working in the service industry, but it's only for 1 week so far so maybe its a little too early to say? haha. Having an assessment on Monday, then if I pass I'll be qualified as a pro;) Okay not exactly pro pro but at least of certain standard? Plus, its cool that you can get cert on your job isn't it?

SIGH HAVING INTERNAL WAR NAOOOO FML. Obligation towards my job and promise to my friends to hang out. What is thisss._. Okay but everyone I told about this matter all said that I'm overreacting, like it isn't that serious. It's really not? holy crap, maybe I am really too serious towards this job, obligationssss.

And its all someone's fault. Always is. Eat food!!! Y U KEEP MESSING UP MY LIFE?! ugh..

I give up. I'm just gonna go out, anyway I should relax, been 'working' the past 2 days. And the kings are back too;) hohoho, finally. And the new song is epic, I can feel that it would be applicable to how 'messed up' this portion of my life is right now. I'm singing my blues~~

Teacher. Older Brother.

Burnt

Job training today was fun and pretty cool, much to my surprise. Kind of made new friends, CBTL is really a huge coffee brand in Singapore, seems like there are millions of other colleagues that I've yet to know. And it's also really cool how people know people, like how working for a few months you would know everyone who works at CBTL in the vicinity branches.

I need to stop thinking that Singapore is only made up of the East and Central side-.- I seem to really NOT know places/malls in like other parts of Spore. I need to get my ears checked too, keep being unable to hear what others are saying.. Either they are really soft or my ears are really not working anymore. Really loving the job now though, but I think I gotta be more sociable, gonna have to throw away my 'face' and make more friends shamelessly, LOL. Otherwise I'm gonna be a loner if I were to be attached to another branch:/

Finally this week I'll have some time to myself, shall stall driving lessons for a while first, heh. Need to know my schedule for my following week too, and when A level results will be out. le sigh. Not a good thinnngggg yooo, especially when you already know how you're going to do. Going to get annoying soon.. shit my ears are starting to hurt again.. owwww:'(

I need a great escape.

Tired.

Yawnzz. Not enough sleep and really tired, physically. Stood all day and helped out at expo today, quite crowded but it was fun, at that point of time.

Back at CHP, everything was full of tension, sigh. Work today wasn't all good, even worse is that I'm not gonna be working till Friday, how now brown cow:( feeling so !!!!! And idk why.

Training on mon tues and sat, effing far, bloody bukit merah. Singapore should be smaller than a small dot, sigh angsty much today.. Really quite a bit of crap at work. Things weren't suppose to become this way. Don't see any light in this situation, feels like its my fault._. Fml. Fts. Having evil selfish and bitchy thoughts now..

Someone should dig a hole, fill it with ice water and soak me in it till I'm numb and Cold. So cold that I'm unable to have any feelings and care about the world...

Forever.